So i need to take more iron.. or sleep more or something. Im always so fucking tired. I kept taking my prenatal vitamins just cause i still have them. but during my pregnancy i had to take extra iron too. and i think i may still have to take them. im all shakey and shit.. wanting to just.. sleep.. its so hard for me to get up in the morning and it all fuckin sucks ass. So i've been eating more meat.. trying to anyway. trying to eat more meat.. protein and all that stuff you body needs.. today i made bacon and a flip egg type thing. scrambled the eggs.. poured in into a pan.. put some cheese on it and flipped it over itsself.. ahha thats not whats called an " Omlet " is it? i don't know man.. but anyway.. then took my prenatal vitamin. The only thing with the extra iron is that it makes you constipated. it didnt do that to me a whole lot while pregnant but tmi.

Maybe i don't eat right.. and maybe i drink too much. but even during pregnancy and before it i always felt this way. I remember the days when i wouldn't sleep at all. but still would be tired and shitty. *grunts with frustration *.. i can't fucking stand beef right now. i want pork chops, ham, and stuff but the smell of beef when its cooking makes me sick. I really enjoy fruits. of every sort. i have this fruit drink too.. and i have frozen fruit. I had a lot of fruit while pregnant with my baby girl. :) maybe if i had a boy he would be a fruit. haha XD joking.

apparently my bloods thin too... i was told so by a doctor a very long time ago.. and my blood doesn't have a taste. i've tried it. everyones tried they're own blood m sure..

FUCK! lol theres all these little fruit flies everywhere in my house.. fuck. maybe hahaha its all the fruit i have in the fridge and they wannit! i killed so many so far.. i don't know where they're getting in from. but they're so small they could get through the screens man..

My baby is asleep and i feel like going down and joining her...

give me the strength...

filthy love..
sienna.