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the worst kind of betrayal is that of your friends. they have your ultimate trust, you'd take a bullet to the gut for them. and then ...and then a simple mortal male...offering nothing but sex and drugs..take her away brainwashes her and she comes back only to throw you away as if you were nothing more than last nyts used condom.

you grieve the loss as if a part of your soul has being ripped form ur body, u cry alone at night coz the tears are to real for comfort of others. You try kill your self with anything in reach but you cant for the hope of her return burns far hotter than the rage and pain. You live like the dead ..following the leaders of the sheep not thinking not feeling just being.

the months pass and u begin to feel small amounts of life slipping through the numbness, u begin to fight the ache that has crushed ur soul in to dust and breath fresh air for the first time in months. you being to live again...not complete but filling the gaps with new faces and new places.

Then as if by some twist of fate, the betrayer comes crawling back..tears fall form her eyes in rivers that drown you, she begs and crys that she made a mistake that she will never do that deed that is the worst kind again. you watch as she crawls on broken knees her hand out stretched towards you...her voice broken and her once full lips dry cracked and bleeding. the sight brings you crashing down in to the pits of hell, where even Satan feels pity for ur cursed life.

the question rots your brain..do u help her to her feet, heal her broken heart and wait for the pain to come again? or do u turn away and leave her to die her pitiful death alone? people whisper words that swing ur mind back and forth over the broken body in front of u...u watch and u wait for the answer to come...but will it ever show its distorted face? you can only watch and wait hope and prey ....