my mind is so loud i just want to quiet it for a moment...

good news and bad news... good:I offically got the spot in vicious angelz they are makeing me my own page the photshoot came out gothic and beautiful! i was talking to the owner i think it was to asylum girls and im poseing for them im getting automaticly accepted cuz of my experience with a bit of modeling already (not poseing nude tho)the reason i doing this. is that i want to show the world that being beautiful isnt just TANNED and BLONDE AND ive gotten many possitive responses. the BAD: news on my mind is that i still havent seen my husband since good friday (the day christ died) is when we got married. we decided to get married the day b4 he had to leave.. since hes not a canadian citisin they told him to GO BACK until i can sponser him to be a canadian. it makes me hate the goverment! that we had to part. weve kept in contact and had our moments of tears on the phone i miss him so i cant get him out of my mind we are true love and nothing wiill keep us apart for very long... its hard to be away from someone u love... i hate the ache my heart feel with us apart it takes a toll on our sanity the best i can do is be strong and keep fighting... thanks. much vampire love to you all and bloody kisses

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Comment by vivia on November 18, 2009 at 22:21
I feel for both of you and hope that things work out the way they should do as soon as possible. You're in my thoughts, much love xxx
Comment by Horned God on September 4, 2009 at 23:06
my vile queen, i miss you so badly, i know the pain you are feeling well darling! It is such a pervasive torture that it breeches the physical world making one sick.
Comment by Sienna filthylove on September 1, 2009 at 6:29
i enjoyed this post. but just the good news of course. particularly the good stuff such as your success in modeling i liked this.. "the reason i doing this. is that i want to show the world that being beautiful isnt just TANNED and BLONDE because it is SO fuckin true., these days people are getting tanned, and bleaching their hair to be beautiful. it hurts and it costs but man. people are going so far with it. i hope everything turns out well with your husband.,...

and this.. i understand..

"i hate the ache my heart feel with us apart it takes a toll on our sanity the best i can do is be strong and keep fighting"....

im so sorry that you have to go through this..
much filthy love..
sienna filthylove.

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