My addiction, sweetly bitter and I demand more
Unable to sleep when you are near, my heart races and my pupils dilate form the rush you give me. And when you leave my side again, I crave for you, silently for you my body screams. My own mind betraying me for you.

Oh my sweet drug, you have so many highs in store for me, but you see its when I fall form your sweet embrace that I dread with all my soul. When I clean all I want is some one to welcome me home yet every time my blood is filled with the chemicals of you my dreams come true. That’s all I need to beat this addiction, but who will promise me such commitment? Who will be willing to pick up the pieces as we go along?

I have given all I have to fuel my fires, each one has burnt my world leavening no survivors. Twisted trapped and tortured. I lay on the floor, begging the so called God to make this pain no more, but no-one hears and my broken pleas fall on deaf ears. I am an addict doomed to die alone and unloved, drained by a drug so sweet. So many have fallen pray, every day they over does killing themselves with out even knowing.

So my sweet addiction will you kill me now? Do you long for my soul to own and command?
Or will you take me to a leave of euphoria unknown to any mortal man? This constant unknowing is driving me insane, and here I am thinking I’m the one to blame. No im not!!! Im just lost and alone but one day I’ll find a way to my so called happy home.

So tonight I die alone again, my head in my hands I cry for love.
My heart on the floor, there’s no more love, not for me, not anymore.