So i haven't been on. Find the biggest rock you can find and through it at me if you CAN, if your pissed at me. I've been getting to know a new human being lately that i've given birth to on June 16th. My Labour was from 9-4:59. A 9 TO 4:59 baby! I got induced how many times? like 3 times and then finally they broke my water. That felt like a really good piss. then without any pain killers i had the BEST SHIT IN MY LIFE. Technically it was not a shit but it FELT like a good shit man.
Everybody said to me " Oh just you wait! it HURTS LIKE HELL!!"

WEll. Those people do not know pain, or can't handle pain or what. Childbirth..fucking painless!
It felt fucking great. The doctor was like " Sienna, you tore yourself in three places. " i was like wtf? because i had no idea. Guess you don't know your own strength sometimes. But, i didn't feel it. once on the outside, once on the inside then somewhere else.. can't remember what he said somewhere else on the outside. My baby rocks. and i want another one.

Shes a long baby. Since birth she is now grabbing my hair, smiling and grunts quite well! .. then .. i have a real shitty diaper to um.. clean up!

But im loving it!

be back soon.

Filthy fuckin love to all.
-Sienna filthylove.