'I will not heal, I will not mend,

These barren feelings I cannot transcend..My pain and suffering I leave unsaid,Love has raiped me,now all is dead" - xavier

Martes 14 de Diciembre del 2010, CIEC de la UNIMET....

El día comenzo normal como cualquier otro, me levante temprano y fui a la universidad (habia responsabilidades que…

....to the firts COF concert in Argentina!!

que concierto tan bueno cradle of filth was completely insane in Bogota and i got the pick from James McIlroy yeah

why does everyone judge u for the way u are.

why does everyone judge u for the way u look.

why does everyone judge u for the way u see things.

why does everyone judge u for the way u believe…

my son who is 15 loves c.o.f. and wants to see them live but he can't see them. where they are playing in asheville nc in 2011 will not let anyone under 18 in .p.s. i like c.of. also

the most brutal band I've heard in my life did not come to our country, my soul full of venom screams and curses the chill winds of Europe, the new cancellation of your presentation, I am staunch fan of the band and I hope someday even most likely have them in our country.



is a shame not to see them and hopefully some time this fucking weather and conditions are met to see in Ecuador, because for any brutal band like you would be happy to light the…

the most brutal band I've heard in my life did not come to our country, my soul full of venom screams and curses the chill winds of Europe, the new cancellation of your presentation, I am staunch fan of the band and I hope someday even most likely have them in our country.



is a shame not to see them and hopefully some time this fucking weather and conditions are met to see in Ecuador, because for any brutal band like you would be happy to light the…

Merely the sound of your voice

Made me believe that you were her

Just like the river disturbs

... my inner peace

Once I believed I could find

Just a trace of her beloved soul

Once I believed she was all

Then she smothered my beliefs



One cold winter's night

I may follow her voice to the river

Leave me for now and forever

Leave while you can



Somewhere in time

I will find you and haunt you again

Like the wind sweeps the…

So whats happened is, My bf broke up with.. I didnt get a reason, he is one of my best guy friends known for 3yrs and now demoted to friend, I love being in his company but it still stings abit and it get miserable when Im not in his company. he is 21 and a proffesional stoner.. and I am WAY more mature than he is.. Hell I have my drivers and he doesnt... mind you he doesnt even have his ID, you see he is from Canada and he moved here when he was a child and only now is he trying to sort his…

the day starts and I think: WTF?!

one major headache coming up! >/p>

stumbling down the stairs, nearly fell on my face

got to the kitchen, nobody home ofcours

the dogs give me the 'feed me' look

and the only thing that I can think when I see the dogfood is:

my god Im gonna throw up so badly

and just when I think that things can't get any worse: think again

ofcours they can! lets pass out for about 15 freakin' minutes!!!

I…

I see you there in the arms of another man

I´m suffering here without your love wet on tears

I can´t do anything just to keep walking down

The valley of my fears, my pain is so…

All on this life is so sad and dark…I tried to paste the pieces of my broken heart but I can´t…I´m down on the dumps only waiting the end so depressed…about those rotten dreams

thinking on a better life I always cry and cry… ´cause I´ve nothing left to

try…I always believe those lies…that one day I´ll sadly find…my life was…

I try to escape from you but I can´t live without you…

I try to run from your sweet voice but I can´t escape from you……

Night after night I cry and cry

Sad and alone I cry and cry

Now I can´t ´cuz my tears are dry

But the pain is still alive…

This is makin´ me insane

The loneliness is a fuckin´ flame

That make us depends of someone else

And leave us run til we faint…