Yes, that is very sad about Jeff....Liver failure is some bad business...I am very sorry to hear this news...May God be with his family right now....Thank You too for the Cadaveria link of Blondie's song....I played it and absoulutely loved it...Blondie's version was best,but, Cadaveria did an excellent remake, I think...Anyhow: RIP Jeff!!!! =0((

P.S. I did forget a couple things...I have never heard of Ghost either..I will check them out.....and I get you bout no air in the car in the summer..I remember my air went out right in the middle of July...Time I got to my destination, I looked like a wet dog cause I was pouring sweat...It just majorly sucks....I am sorry I made you leave, forgive me please....Love, Mel. =0))

Hello Joshua!! I totally understand bout your keyboard...My computer has been gving me fits too...It works part of the time...My cable provider is suppose to come fix it for good on Wednesday(tom). It was totally fried on Friday and part of Saturday...I hope it stay on until tomorrow....I don't wanna talk no more bout it cause I might jinx it....Yes, I totally get you bout money...My dad gave me some money today, I don't get paid until tomorrow either....Got my mother a Mother's Day gift and she liked it..I always give presents early....Well, I don't condone bad checks,but, you needed some food!! I know the bank will understand, they may charge you extra fees for doing that...That sucks that you still have to find another health care provider....and I would hate going to the doctor twice a day like that...They might start doing that with my Oxy pretty soon too...I am not a drug addict and they still wanna do that too me...isn't fair....I have lots of pain....So, you have joined another website?? I may have to check it out....I joined Metal-R-Us and Rob Zombie's webstie...Yes, I have met some interesting folks since we last spoke..All guys, naturally....So, U want to go to both LOG and Opeth's show?? Flip a coin...I discovered a band called Cadaveria...It is very cool, you would like them I have a feeling...Yup, I have still been sick...I got pneumonia and I had a severe migraine as well yesterday...I slept bout 5 hours yesterday and it helped me alot..I was just in so much pain it knocked me out...Lord, I feel like I am forgetting something...My back hurts....My brain is mush too cause of my illness...U know I will be back if I forgot anything...It is so nice to hear from you, I missed ya lots...Always, Mel. =0))

*P.S. told you I would be back---The role playing you told me about sounds so fun...I never knew you had acting ability...Hee Hee..And you guys should cool it with the Coke too....I had to stop drinking Dr.Peppers cause I got diabetes now from all that sugar....I drink Diet Pepsi now all the time...That was another hard habit to break...I actually lost some weight after I gave up that sugar...U may be on to something, the Coke could really be hurting Lisa's kidneys for sure....Well, Josh, have a good one!! --Mel. =0))

Why hello Joshua!! Good Evening to you too!!! I love Alice in Chains...I thought Jerry Cantrell died from a heroin overdose years ago..I know one member of that band died and thought it was him..I never heard of Mad Season...Cool, I always loved Pantera and I bet Phil's new album will be a success....Yup, about Sabbath, you know how many fakers there are in the world..Who knows if what you heard was authentic?? Eww, you and Lisa should stop the tobacco...I have not laid a finger on a smoke in over 2 years now and I save over $100 dollars a month now cause I quit smoking...I used the patch to quit...I still get plenty tempted though..I understand about money too...I am running on fumes right now...It sucks!! I will be so happy when the month ends I don't know what to do...Well, I have had a problem on here with my page, I kept getting a pop up message saying my megabytes were expired...I had to finally just go to Laura and hse said to delete some of my songs, so, I deleted bout 30 songs...It killed me,but, ATM the message is gone...I hope it stays that way....I also deleted a bunch of junk out of my inbox....I had stuff from 2 years ago...I got some cds recently and ordered some more today...I got Warbeast and Bolt Thrower and am expecting Skinny Puppy and Tear Garden....I swear there are just to many cool bands out there....I have been trying to stay busy, OO, u mentioned Rob Zombie...I just joined his website!!! I have seen a couple of his movies, I liked his remake of Halloween....was cool!!! I have been a fan of his for years!!! Well, I hope I covered everything...If not, I will be back....Hope the rest of your weekend is great!!! Love, Mel. =0))

OOO, well, bout the weather...It has been hot where we live and it has been misting rain,but, we have not had any tornado weather down where I live...I forgot to tell you that my brother was here all week from Denver...He went back home last night...Actually, he went to Atlanta last night to visit a friend and headed home today...We only see him now like twice a year...I enjoyed it for the first 3 days and then we started to argue alot...I am kinda glad he is gone to be honest....I know that is mean....My pneumonia is lots better,but, I still got migraines like on a daily basis...Sometimes I just have to try to ignore them,but, it is very hard....OO, you mentioned Exodus too...Sorry you can't go see them, that sucks!! Okay, love, see you soon....Always, Mel.  U behave too, Josh!! =0)) and sorry for any spelling mistakes I made....

Hey sweetie!! Eww, did I miss you!!! I know you were probably busy...I totally understand about money...I remember when I had my backpay money....I thought I was Rockefeller or something...I remember I bought a bed with part of that money...I had to give some to my lawyer, my father made me....He got like over $1000 0r more....I remember when that money ran dry and I had just a monthly check...I never seem to have enough....I have to cut some enjoyable things out of my budget every month now...I can usually eat out once a month if I am lucky...I like Pizza Hut's lunch buffet and try to eat there often...So, I get you bout the chinese and McDonald's....Hmm, I have not heard of WarBeast...I will have to wait until May to order anymore cds..My wad has been shot already....I have ordered some cds recently though...I ordered Bolt Thrower and Arch Enemy and Fields of Nephilim....I also got GothMinister, Krake, Rotting Christ and My Dying Bride and Bullet for My Valentine to name a few...I ordered way to many cds this month, like 15 different ones.....I also got Maximum Filth, which sucked really bad cause some cheesy little English bitch was giving background of cradle's vast history...Aww, I am so sorry about Lisa's health...That really sucks...Tell her to use her heating pad on her back, that might help her...and keep some Motrin handy...I also get you bout all the doctor visits....I hate doctors....That sucks that your clinic is shutting down....I didn't kniw you were still doing the methadone thing either....I don't know how Medicare runs, but, medicaid pays lots of my medical bills...I only pay $3 bucks for my doctor visits...Medication is a different story...If you don't get generic or their shitty brands, then they don't wanna pay...They suck!! I am sorry bout your little orange kitty...Something may have scared him...Couldn't you have a border or something put around the bottom of your trailer so the dumb cats can't get up under it?? I am sorry I missed you earlier too, I didn't see you...I hope I didn't forget anything, if I did, I will be back...Love, Mel. =0))

Hey Josh!! Did you forget me?? How are you doing?? Please come talk to me sometime soon, I miss you!!! ---Love, Mel. =0))