The day friday 6th of Febuary, 2009, something unexpected happened. My classmates greeted me, and acctualy one girl asked about why I wrote a poem called "Passion For Death" and was worried about how I fellt when I wrote that kind of stuff. So I desided to stop having the "I just wanna die"-attitude... But I still wonder why it took them so fucking long to see that I was sad, I have been wandering alone in the schoolyard for about... yeah, the most of my time in school... and been crying during breaks for... uhm, also the most of my time in school... and then for about a year or two yelled "I just wanna die", why they choose to ignore that, I don´t know...

But then to a more "I wanna live" presentation of myself:

I am 14 years old, I love reading, writing, learn new things, hugs, listen to music, and just dancing around in cirkels acting that I am on a giant flowerfield in the summerheat at night... In my freetime I go to roleplay and writing poems. I hate when people, who doesen´t care about you, but says they does... The reason I put so much of my missery in here, is because nobody of my "friends" likes Cradle of Filth, so there´s no chance that I have to have those (to many swearings to show) laughing nervously at me, and ask me why... it has happened before, but that was just because someone saw me doing some things with a knife, and I had a scar on my left hand afterwards... if they haven´t laught at me, I had told them the truth about it...
If anybody needs to tell their feeling, this is a great way, use it...

And then a little note: There is a reason why Britney Spears is meanstream/pop, she does make good music! But certainly not as good as Cradle of Filth...

Thanks for spending your valuable time on reading about me ^^