Deepest set pain in my heart

Loveless kisses bite my lips

Thoughtless words burn my ears

Forgetful hands run over my skin

In hopeless moments of pleasure.



Restless dreams full an empty head

Now in my cooling bed

Now that you’re gone I am alone

And I’m forgetting every word you said

But that’s no pain coz this love is just another dead end.



I’ve forgotten your face; I’ve… Continue

Words wash over me

and i drown.

Grabbing at false handholds of hope

only to be dropped back in my personal hell.



Im not perfect but then again are you?

I cant swim with the wight of

misplaced guilt dragging me down.

Im trying to stand on my own two feet

but im trying to stand on wet quick sand

And im sinking

sinking so fast so hard

that i cant even catch my breath.



I scream… Continue

Broken church doors, smashed stained glass

littler a floor covered in the blood of innocence

A forgotten world left to rot in its own disgrace.



why do we carry on when there is nothing left

we fight to live and live to fight

within dreams of dust and destruction

we weep into our broken hands



the unforgivable domination

of a leaderless nation

lost to greed and want

never a thought of freedom in a slaves mind.



Corrupt so… Continue

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the worst kind of betrayal is that of your friends. they have your ultimate trust, you'd take a bullet to the gut for them. and then ...and then a simple mortal male...offering nothing but sex and drugs..take her away brainwashes her and she comes back only to throw you away as if you were nothing more than last nyts used… Continue

My addiction, sweetly bitter and I demand more

Unable to sleep when you are near, my heart races and my pupils dilate form the rush you give me. And when you leave my side again, I crave for you, silently for you my body screams. My own mind betraying me for you.



Oh my sweet drug, you have so many highs in store for me, but you see its when I fall form your sweet embrace that I dread with all my soul. When I clean all I want is some one to welcome me home yet every time my blood… Continue