My name's Melena, or as those of you from the days of high school may know me, Mandy. However, I do prefer my role-play name, Melena. My nick-name's are Mel, Flower Child, Joey, Melena, and I'm sure many other things that I cannot seem to think of right now.


I'm engaged to the most amazing person in the entire world. He has a beautiful little boy named Cameron Blake.


A lot of things, yet very little, are important to me. I love my friends, but I get tired of people quite easily. Music is wonderful. It really makes me feel like someone out there understands, but I'm sure that it's like that with everyone. Art is my life, and my dream is to one day be an illustrator who's name is known by all. Right now, it just seems like that is very far away. Words mean a lot to me, for they are always taken so literally, and they are passageways to doors that can only be opened by the ways of communication.


I do not believe in animal cruelty, yet I am all for human punishment. I also do not believe in the traditional views of Heaven and Hell. I do, however, believe in extra chances, for we are all human, thus we will make mistakes infinitely.


I have a lot of internal issues. I'm bi-polar, so I'm pretty moody, and I also have major depression, so I'm also usually depressed for absolutely no reason. I worry quite a bit. I really don't ever let it show, though. A lot of people can claim that. However, not many of those people are honest about it.


There's a lot of things that I just don't say. I talk a lot, so I don't think that any one would believe I let certain things build up. I know that it sounds hard to believe, especially if you've heard how I ramble. I guess that you could say that they're skeletons of some sort. Mine aren't like the dirty little secrets most people have though.


I'm the kind of person that you would never meet anywhere else, even though nearly everyone in the world says that. However, I mean it. I'm very random, and quite a deep little girl. I try to find meaning in life, although I seem to have had it once and misplaced it. Maybe I'll find it again, maybe I won't. Who knows?


If you would like to talk to me, please send me a message first. Otherwise, there is a good chance that I will not add you. For all i know, you could be a bot. so, please, consider taking a few minutes out of your life, which you would anyway, if your not just friend surfing, and send me a little message telling me a little bit about yourself and maybe why you would like to talk to me.
well, I suppose that this is all I shall write for now. have a good time, everybody, and I hope to get a message then friend's request. Take care.



eien ai,

~:~*~:~ Melena ~:~*~:~



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