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Without darkness there is no light and no pleasure without pain...
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Some Favorite Movies.....
Silent films-horror/Grind-house flicks-suspense/ thrillers- The Hunger-the Original Dracula-Nosferatu(1932)-Bram Stoker's Dracula- Queen of the Damned- all 3 Underworld movies-Lost Boys-The Ring-The Eye(original)-The Grudge-Mirrors-The Shinning-House on Haunted Hill(original)-all Silence of the Lambs movies-Dawn of the Dead-Night of the Living Dead-28 Days Later-28weeks-30 Days of Night-Phantom of the Opera-Texas Chainsaw Mas.(original)-Jeepers Creepers-Silent Hill-The Hills Have Eyes- and… Continue
Posted on August 22, 2009 at 4:51
Favorite Bands of Mine....
CRADLE OF FILTH-Angel Spit-KMFDM-Max The Hormone-Meteors-Ministry-Bauhaus-David Bowie-Concrete Blondie-69 Eyes-Type O Negative-Avenged Seven Fold-Iced Earth-Black Sabbath-Iron Maiden-Thirty Seconds to Mars-ACDC-AFI-HIM-Collide-The Cure-Depech Mode-Tears for Fears-Bach-Beethoven-Chopan-Yoyoma-Amadeus-Handel-Dansig-A Perfect Circle-Tool-Puscifer-Devil Driver-Metalica-Powerman 5000-Mudvane-Static X-Cold-Otep-Bush-Blondie-Pat Benetar-Heart-La Cuna Coil-Chemical Brothers-Skinny… Continue
Posted on August 22, 2009 at 4:50
I Cut...
I cut
I cut myself to see if I still bleed...
I cut myself to feed the need...
I cut to see the hurt run out....
To release the hate and scream and shout...
I cut to hurt my stupid soul...
The blood gushing out is black as coal...
I cut because I cannot cry...
You probably will never understand why...
Many reasons you'll have to criticize but you see...
I mainly cut to punish me.
-Mistress Lulu
I cut myself to see if I still bleed...
I cut myself to feed the need...
I cut to see the hurt run out....
To release the hate and scream and shout...
I cut to hurt my stupid soul...
The blood gushing out is black as coal...
I cut because I cannot cry...
You probably will never understand why...
Many reasons you'll have to criticize but you see...
I mainly cut to punish me.
-Mistress Lulu
Posted on August 22, 2009 at 4:35
So Tired of This...random thoughts....
Countless steps have been taken since the day of my dreadful birth...many more still I have to take. I am older this is true...but wise...the answer is still unclear...unknown to me. I have endured many battles...shed many tears...and still I linger. For what? For whom? Im so tired of the journey. So tired of no end in sight. So fed up with children who insist on calling themselves adults...men...whom feed us barrel of lies...bullshit...and we devour it as if we've been starved and this heap of… Continue
Posted on August 22, 2009 at 4:33
No More Pain...
Wretched, bitter loneliness consuming my soul. Finding refuge from this pain is my only goal.
Can no longer recognize the cold eyes staring back at me. The mirror's brutal truth is all I see.
Alone in a room full of demons who laugh at my pain. Fucking with my head...insults pour like rain.
Feel tempted to punish myself again. Deeper cuts I pray bring relief...bring the end.
Why don't I just fucking die!!! I ache so much...tired...I don't want to cry.
I feel so used, so… Continue
Can no longer recognize the cold eyes staring back at me. The mirror's brutal truth is all I see.
Alone in a room full of demons who laugh at my pain. Fucking with my head...insults pour like rain.
Feel tempted to punish myself again. Deeper cuts I pray bring relief...bring the end.
Why don't I just fucking die!!! I ache so much...tired...I don't want to cry.
I feel so used, so… Continue
Posted on August 22, 2009 at 4:32
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