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There was a time... ( I found this in a book and it is so true)

There was a time when urge ruled over reason.

And instinct was the only manual.

When you lived lean and with blood rushing intensity.

When pleasure didn't come gift-wrapped.

When you weren't sensitive.

Underweight.

Overweight.

A responsible well-adjusted human being.

A time when you didn't analyse or agonise.

Or take pills for it.

When life didn't come with a diary or a glow from a TV.

A time when you wandered beyond the… Continue

Posted on January 20, 2009 at 14:07

A sick world I'm forced to live in.

What is this world coming to?

Two women, one week same sad story...

Raped, shot and robbed in the comfort of their own homes, the only place where they thought they were safe turned into a hell hole- a place once filled with good times turned into a place of fears,shattered dreams and haunting memories. Futures turned into the past.

These men took EVERYTHING, from material possessions to another human's life...leaving nothing but a sickening haunting massacre… Continue

Posted on January 9, 2009 at 6:55

Suicide Kiss

Strangers pass me by

and look at me as if I'm a plague.

I've lived my life for each moment

and then got kissed by suicide.



Suicide came and took my hand forever,

never to let go...ever.

I was her victim caught in her web of disbelief,

she lived fast and tough just like me.

She pulled me into hell

and promised I would never hurt again.



She allowed me to love

and granted me the opportunity to live,

one soft kiss was all it… Continue

Posted on January 9, 2009 at 6:54

Impossible Obsession

Every time he moves I

Watch him from all angles.

The lust glistens in his eyes,

So intent when he speaks,

And I can't help but watch him-

Entranced, captivated....



When he strokes the mike

I watch his hands-

So smooth and masculine.

I am drawn in

I feel I have to be near him.



Maybe this is all an exaggeration

of the truth?

He caught me looking

And undressed me with his eyes.



Everything he does

Is… Continue

Posted on January 9, 2009 at 6:52

Broken

I looked into his eyes

And saw a soul filled with love and care

but knew he was just fronting it.



Every time I kissed his lips

I drowned in the ecstasy that flowed from them

but knew he wished I were someone else.



When I held him in my arms

I loved him so much,

But I couldn't help asking

If he loved me just as much or if he

Ever loved me?



At night I felt his heartbeat

And time stopped completely...

I wonder if it… Continue

Posted on January 9, 2009 at 6:51

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At 16:42 on February 17, 2009, kareem said…
lamb of god do u know them? btw why are in africa ;p? its kinda strange
At 18:05 on January 25, 2009, kareem said…
hah nice pics u got there. u r a hot evil.
At 19:09 on January 21, 2009, Nosferatu said…
ahaha...thats good that you see that inside of my blackened heart.

like cat's eyes that see what its true in this horrible world, black and white.

well i will put another poem, but its about love, i think its to much love, but what the heck, i can put whatever i want ahaha

cya
At 11:58 on January 21, 2009, Anti_Christ said…
nice poems.,.,.
At 16:53 on January 20, 2009, Nosferatu said…
ahahah... I see that my poem touched your senses with a delicate whisper.

and well i hope a will have killer time aahaha

im online at the mornings...i dont know if im gonna be online the whole next week...but ill try, if not ill get online at the afternoons

how do you know that im hansome? aahah jk

alright cya later
At 7:10 on January 20, 2009, EL DIABLO said…
you're an african?



how come you're white?
At 7:07 on January 20, 2009, EL DIABLO said…
i like your poems......... enjoy reading them......
At 7:01 on January 20, 2009, Tessa said…
oh wow. that sounds like so much fun. well i hope it all works out for ya :)
At 6:56 on January 20, 2009, EL DIABLO said…
zup?
At 6:56 on January 20, 2009, Tessa said…
oh yay, that sounds like fun!

thats cool that your going to europe, i can understand about the scene there and stuff, i have a few friends from south africa. at least there'll be more people into metal in europe. where in europe by th way?
 
 
 

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