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Hooray for the Obscure Religion! well right now its more of a cult because only two people in the entire world are a part of it.... me and steven..... and my religion doesn't descriminate gays! so i am happy because i am gay and it would make following this religion pointless.... here is all the info i have on my religion:
She was started when a cluster of dark matter began to take form.She awoke to a dark void, known as the abyss. In the abyss Grandma began to realize that she was unnatural and had godly powers. She then began to realize that she could bend the dark matter to her will, and so She created the Anshents(ancients). First She created Ruen, Knolege, Duth, Poth, Korept. When they all were in form, a unity between them all created more than expected. There was a small form that started growing. Though the Anshents and Grandma knew they could create, they had not known about the creation of lesser life.
When the form stopped growing, it resembled a planet. The Anshents began to create the elements. Spirit, Air, Light, Water, Earth. This unity created the first of what Knolege called, Leiph. The first leiph to take form was the Kriine, a race conjured from the elements. The Anchents and the Obscure Mother watched as the Kriine slowly died off. Knolege knew that there was something wrong, and therefore created a source of nourishment. The last two Kriine managed to survive longer, before dying. Poth foresaw a great and vast civilization that the kriine were to be the creators of, but Knolege pondered a solution. Knolege created more kriine and gave them the ability to reproduce. Slowly the Kriine civilization grew and the Anshents grew to like the Kriine. But Ruen was not satisfied. Together with Korept, Ruen began to cast the ability to destroy on the Kriine; while Korept made them hunger for power. Duth was hungry and allowed the Kriine to be killed. They eventually died off in small numbers slowly feeding the diety. Knolege bestowed a small bit of power, allowing them to think, plan and create. Slowly the Kriine grew more and more and the Anshents began to grow restless. Grandma decided it was time to create anew. She began to make stars and other planets, though they had no life upon them. She started to make a special planet away from the Anshents. This planet was called Erthe. It took many, many millennia for her to get it just right, changing its climate, surface and atmosphere; until it was perfect for life to be sustained. Later after more millennia of creating and destroying leiph, she managed to make small four limbed creatures that She called Erthen. She bestowed the gift of knolege that advanced slowly and the gift of peace so there was no death. They slowly spread across the planet, slowly learning and growing larger in number and thriving. Poth attained a vision of this and the other Anshents came to the Mother. They saw what Grandma had created and they found more interest in the new forms. As they were meant for, Ruen and Korept started infesting the Erthens.
The Obscure Mother was intrigued with the effect the Anshents had on the Erthens, so She allowed them to do what they will. The erthen were slow to start doing anything, so the Obscure Mother created more life. They were all different kinds of things, most were reptiles and they outnumbered the erthen. Meanwhile the Kriine had become a largely developed race and had created a way to move vast distances through the Abyss. They ended up on the Erthe, and flooded the planet with destruction. The erthens managed to survive by the will of Grandma along with other creatures, but She allowed the Kriine to stay after the destruction of their home planet. They greatly helped out the Erthe and together the erthen began to evolve into more suitable bodies. Though the gifts from the Anshents made them inclined to destroy and create and long for belonging and power. The Anshents sometimes took form of the erthens and spread lies and truths to those willing to listen. The erthen were growing far too advanced and Grandma created a flood of the water Kriine to wipe out most of the erthen. This was to set them back and allow amusement for her. The deities watched as the erthen destroyed, created and worshipped the deities. Slowly after time some of the erthen grew tired of worshipping the Anshents and started to create other things to worship. Korept saw this as an opportunity to create corruption, so Korept started to infest the minds of different worshippers to make them combat for "the right creator." All the deities were satisfied with the show and continued toy at the lives of the erthen, who just continued their purpose. Poth foresaw the destruction of the Erthens, and awaited for the creation of a new form of Leiph.
The Abyss: The dark void that surrounds the universe.
The Fields: The grounds in which all erthen go to after death, if they manage to escape the treacherous landscape, they will come back to life as another erthen, though if they are unsuccessful they will become food for Duth.
Ruen: Means ruin, meant to bring destruction upon life and bestow the same power to life.
Korept: Means Corrupt, meant to bring hunger and want upon life. (also known as sin)
Knolege: Means Knowledge, meant to bring free will, emotion and language upon life.
Duth: Means death, meant to bring an end to all life to continue the cycle.
Poth: Means path, meant to bring the ability of foreshadowing upon life and yearning for what is in the future.
Obscure Mother: Her intentions are unknown and her will is obscured, She is obscurity in pure manifestation.
Go on without me
I am nothing but a burden
Like a memory of a great war
Relentless murder and children's tears
You're better off without me
I will only block your path
Or choose for you
We are not perfect
And I can't make you better
I can only help sculpt the statue
I only add on a few pieces
Without me you could be great
The champion of the arena
Victory would be yours
But I weigh you down
I am the enemy
Defeat me and be crowned
Step through the mirror
And become one with yourself
You have no need for me
Just leave me alone in the dark
Bleeding in a ditch
Nothing left but a carcass
Anything can happen
But only for you
But I prevent the rainbows
And the unicorns won't live
The elves won't walk
And I make sure of this
Go beyond me and live
Live to you r limits
And leave me to rot
I will feed off you
Until the day you die
I am the conquering worm
Eating at your soul
Your hopes and dreams
Giving false hope and lies
As neatly wrapped presents
Without me you could fly
Free as a bird
But I am the cage
No escape for you
As you slowly suffer
I seek out domination
I come in clouds of lies
Seeping through the cracks
Covering very inch of you mind
I know how to get you
Defenceless and weak
I corrupt worlds
In a sanguine blanket
With promises that shatter
As easily as lies are made
For my own advantages
I am selfish
And the only thing that can stop me
Is a secret you have
But I make sure
That you doubt and turn back to me
I am the maze
No exit to my eternal malevolence
Faith in imagination and dreams
Hurt me in violent ways
I use many things to stop them
And you are caught on a broken record
No end to my replayed lies
Without me you could live without sin
And live forever … without me
Once again I find my self on the edge.
The point where I fall or live.
Both sides are because of you.
I just wish that things could be like,
Like a fairy tale.
Where everything goes right.
All you need to do to get a happy ending is…
Just let the pages turn,
Let the world turn,
And stop trying to change your fate,
Cause in the end,
You will be faced with a choice.
Do you alter your path?
Or stay your course?
Two small choices as big as a thread.
One action creates your destiny,
And one word changes your fate.
Would you throw away the good times?
For better or worse?
Would you love someone because they like you?
Or would you love them even if you don't know them?
I love people I don't know,
Yet I say I love them.
You can't love some one you don't know,
And you can't love some one who changes as much as you.
You may think you know someone, but reality is,
They don't know themselves.
Every second you change,
You become a stranger to yourself.
You ask "Did I seriously just do that?"
And if this happens every second,
How can you love yourself?
And if love is liking someone's characteristics,
Then you have to love every change.
And no one can do that.
If it were possible,
Then there would be peace.
No divorce, no breakups, no hate.
But we fall under this illusion every time we love.
And when the prince dies trying to save you,
Then every thing is wrong and you hate.
You hate yourself and everything around you.
You seek out revenge and war.
It all happened from one little change in the water,
Sending large waves to shore,
From just one ripple.
You try to block out the memories,
Cover your walls with anything,
But your just adding more stuff to remind you.
And when you see the pile of junk in the corner,
You say "I put that there to forget that memory"
But all you're doing is just hiding things.
The problem never goes away.
You can go on pretending,
But your not the only one who remembers.
You forget that others know what happened.
And they are forever changed.
And a continuous change happens,
That affects the whole world.
And there's two things you can do,
You can choose to run off to a dream,
False stories that enlighten you for a while,
Or you can choose to live and accept reality.
I know I have.
I Dare You
The sky darkens
and those who dare
seek the secrets that hide
under the black moonlight
Whispers sound aloft
the silent air
shivering the spineless
and drowning their dreams
The conquering worm
will never sleep
for those brave ones
that dared in the night
and memorable nameless
forever walking in our hearts
shall sprout from our chests
Grapsing at nothing
played like puppets
by slithering snakes
rotting away in our minds
for the day of damnation
sweeping the nations
A sanguine dawn
of an old era
Riden upon a storm
come heavens devils
sent from Midian
to judge all
for false sins
gathered by plagues
surrounded by light
and eternal glory
all for a single brave hearted dare
Undeciphering Spectral Luminosity
Deep in the mitosis of space
Circling the negative geodesic dome
By influence of a single dimensional proton
The meta system shuts down
Vectors are unequalizing the ionosphere
Spheroids overflow regions of space
Breaking the cosmic walls
Creating phosphorescent cosmos
Of antineutronium holes
The planisphaerum crystals
Forced through conduits of mechanical substance
This decomposition of my galaxy
Makes no permanent changes
Linearization of complex spectra
Only changes forms in stable equilibrium
The ship is floating in the depths of ionized deformation
Unexplained phenomena through matter
The drive is slowing collapsing in time
Crossing over to unkown
I am never found
A new voxel
Morphing gelatinous surfaces
More stable than before
I touch down crystals in hand
Harsh molecular uniting
Making reversibility fictitiuos
The atmosphere is collapsing
This quadrandt is pulverising the inquantificability
My body is laid upon a curve of paradoxical navigatability