I lie in wake asking how things came to be this way-I ask myself how it could come to be this-My Journey has taken me down several Paths-Many times I have Lost my way and still ventured forth-Many times I have Screamed in Pain-Many times I have Cried out of Sorrow-Many times I have Fallen not wanting to get up-Many times I have Lashed out at those who did not Deserve it-Many times I have Wished f…